So, when I was younger and played video games (because who plays video games as an adult...unless anything on the wii counts, or bejeweled blitz...shoot)....well, when I played video games as soon as I knew I was going to lose a round or a game, I would quickly restart the game...who wants to LOSE? I did this whole restarting thing even when I was playing the flute...if I made a mistake, I would shake my head and just start over.
BUT, I didn't do this when I would play soccer or any other organized sport. You couldn't restart a game that you were playing with others. But somehow I got this in my head, I like to restart...I like to say, i'll eat better tomorrow...i'll work out tomorrow...I'll journal tomorrow. That is definitely one of my broken records...next time...or tomorrow...I can just restart...
But I choose to be present in today...even in my downs (I refuse to call them mistakes - more later)...in choosing my health....that's the journey that we're on...we have the ups and the downs. But it's life.
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